E-learning Week

E-learning week means you don't need to go to school and all the lessons materials will be uploaded online. You're supposed to watch webcasts and do online quizzes etc.

Students can think of this like a holiday, but actually for me, it's depressing because there are so many work to do.

So even though I want to rest and have fun, I can't because I'll feel guilty. But even when I do work, I will feel frustrated because I don't understand the lessons and I can't do the tutorials.

When you don't want to study, you'll wonder what it is then that you want?

Do I want my mother to be here?
Not really. Most likely she would force me to study anyway.

What is it that I want, then?