Working life and others

I've started working.

How do I feel about it? Working is tiring. In university, I can slack. And I would get bad result for my exams. And that's okay. I don't particularly care about my exam results. My parents might be sad, that's too bad.

But when I'm working, what I do involves other people. The result of my action doesn't only concern me. It concerns the my colleagues, my boss, the whole company. It concerns my customers. I become more careful about my action and I work harder to achieve better result.

And it's tiring.

I want a relaxing life.

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I have a deadline to do tomorrow. And I decided to write a blog post instead.

Funny. When I'm working, I feel like I can work in this company forever. I'd like to stay here for 10 years or more. The boss is nice, the work culture is good, I don't really have anything to complain about.

But when I get back home, I think of things that I want to do and maybe I don't want to do this forever. Life is short. I have other things that I want to do.

Sigh.
But I guess to do things that I want to do, I should earn some more money first.